I think I need to approach the rest of this month with as much optimism as I can. As upsetting as some circumstances in my life are, I've got to stay strong to get through it! As I gradually adjust to my work schedule, it will be easier to fit more things into my home one... At least I hope so!

One plan I have is to finally get to work on a sewing project I've had planned for months!!! It is to sew a bag of one of my object OCs, Pink Clock. It is very ambitious, I have made multiple blueprint-type things to follow. I've bought most of the materials I'll need, (mostly pink fabrics) and now I just am waiting for them to get here. I am a bit worried about messing up and things not going right, but hopefully I will be able to figure it all out in the end. I should probably find where I wrote the instructions for myself though. I might also borrow my younger brother's compass for drawing circles better. (I usually trace around embroidery hoops but... That isn't quite ideal, haha.)

I am hoping to work more on sewing this month, so if this site doesn't update for some time, that is probably why. Or I just lost motivation, haha. I need to practice actual embroidery more!! I had so many plans for summer break that I just never did because I kept getting sick (dizzy/nauseous... I think the heat might cause it?)

Downside is I have to clean the salad bar at work this week, which usually causes my body to ache all over, from my hands to my back to my legs. Everywhere!!!

Also today the janitor asked if I even talk... I am so hyperaware of these things now, I still feel dumbstruck that I might be semi-verbal. I know I should just let the topic rest, it has just been consuming my mind lately!!!!

Anyways, I think new Ninjago episodes come out this month too, but I am not sure when!! I am excited to watch them though, I love Ninjago!!!

I think I might be a huge fan of making these blogposts?! I feel less like I am forcing people to read them, so I am always so flattered when people do!!! It means a lot to me when people read what I write! I also just have a habit of typing up super long rambles, which the blogpost format it perfect for. Posting on normal social media it always feels a bit awkward and wrong to me, but on a blog it feels like it is meant to be this way!!!

That being said... I am a little tired! So I might cut myself off here.